" All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king "
~ J.R.R. Tolkien
#Perfectionist_ 1.0.1
#Listening_To The_Purple_Playlist 29 min
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This's the story of a little Pearl's life who
Was raised In a seashell ..
Was raised In a seashell ..
As an innocent naive pearl , she always thought that
People are Jewelries
Stars are Friends
Rainbow is an actual Place
Fairies use their Good Magic to help People
Guardian Angels are always nearby
Sky rains when it feels sad or blue
People are Jewelries
Stars are Friends
Rainbow is an actual Place
Fairies use their Good Magic to help People
Guardian Angels are always nearby
Sky rains when it feels sad or blue
She had this amazing cute little perfect World
where Everyone Treats each other with love & Respect and intend nothing but Good for each one ..
and Where she can always Excels as she was raised to be
the kind of faith that if she wished hard for something , it surely happens
where Everyone Treats each other with love & Respect and intend nothing but Good for each one ..
and Where she can always Excels as she was raised to be
the kind of faith that if she wished hard for something , it surely happens
She never knew with her Heart words like :
Greed , Disappointments and Evil ..
But Time was sparing further surprises in Store ..
Greed , Disappointments and Evil ..
But Time was sparing further surprises in Store ..
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Believe it or not
This's not a Fictional story or some kind of Fairy tale or a metaphor about childhood
They are some type of People for Real ,, called The Perfectionists
They are scanty among Society but they do exist
You may find them or their way of Thinking very weird ,, pretty uncommon let's say
I rather believe that Perfectionism has a wide spectrum and every human being is Located somewhere on that Spectrum ..
This's not a Fictional story or some kind of Fairy tale or a metaphor about childhood
They are some type of People for Real ,, called The Perfectionists
They are scanty among Society but they do exist
You may find them or their way of Thinking very weird ,, pretty uncommon let's say
I rather believe that Perfectionism has a wide spectrum and every human being is Located somewhere on that Spectrum ..
I didn't how I was Gonna Speak about those Hard to Read type of People !
How to Refer to them exactly !!
Especially as " They " like Being Hidden , Mysterious & Out of Central Spotlights ,,
So Um Simply Gonna Represent " them " And Use the Pronoun " I " or " We "
So I am Just a Symbol , Okay ? ;)
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Um the kind of People who wish the Bus-Ride home was a little longer so I could Keep Daydreaming & Putting on my Headphones ..
Um always writing stories in my Head ..
Dreaming Up Scenarios for days about each tiny little Detail I may accidentally listen from another life story or another Age ..
or even that stranger I saw once by the riverside sitting alone ..
People needn't tell me what we tend to hear ,
We listen to the unsaid Phrases ..
, Always Observe quietly Reading the Unspoken words between Lines ..
We're quite Good at listening & Understanding ..
We listen to the unsaid Phrases ..
, Always Observe quietly Reading the Unspoken words between Lines ..
We're quite Good at listening & Understanding ..
You can always Describe us as Indecisive , No blame ..
it's Because of Seeing eight sides of view in Almost Everything ,,
it's Because of Seeing eight sides of view in Almost Everything ,,
Nefelibate (n.) :
The Ones who live in the Clouds of their own Imagination ,
Or One who does Not obey the conventions of Society ..
well , we are both meaning
The Ones who live in the Clouds of their own Imagination ,
Or One who does Not obey the conventions of Society ..
well , we are both meaning
People think Dreams aren't Real because they aren't made of Matter or Particles ..
They Say : Get Real , Get Life , nerd
well , for me Dreams are Real
Because they're made of View Points , Pictures & lost Hopes
They Say : Get Real , Get Life , nerd
well , for me Dreams are Real
Because they're made of View Points , Pictures & lost Hopes
I always see The Empty half of the Glass ,
Not cause um Pessimists or something ..
but because I have the Dream & Creation for Change
We simply wants this World a Better Place
and that's what motivates us
Not cause um Pessimists or something ..
but because I have the Dream & Creation for Change
We simply wants this World a Better Place
and that's what motivates us
The kind of people who tend to Hate our annual Birthday
It's a reminder that a year have passed and we've done completely nothing in our life ,,
A year nearer to death and yet haven't done anythin'
We are still Stuck in this very little Box of our version of Reality
Heart gets smashed when I read or know about a famous successful person near my age have become a pioneer or contributed to something new .. and not just pop singers
It's a reminder that a year have passed and we've done completely nothing in our life ,,
A year nearer to death and yet haven't done anythin'
We are still Stuck in this very little Box of our version of Reality
Heart gets smashed when I read or know about a famous successful person near my age have become a pioneer or contributed to something new .. and not just pop singers
Hiraeth (n.) :
A Homesickness for a Home to which you cannot Return ,
A Home which may Never was
A Homesickness for a Home to which you cannot Return ,
A Home which may Never was
Constantly being this Close to Sell Everything , Pack up & Take Off ,
with nothing but the bare minimum Books & a Good Playlist
with nothing but the bare minimum Books & a Good Playlist
They always Call us That we're From Another World
Reading through an entire Page & having to go back read it again because
I was too busy Daydreaming to pay attention to the words
I was too busy Daydreaming to pay attention to the words
We tend to hide our Talents
so as to Prevent giving People the Impression of Bragging about them
Trying to find Something in Common with every Single Person they know ,
Just so I can Feel a Connection , no matter how abstract it seemed
Just so I can Feel a Connection , no matter how abstract it seemed
Being Constantly Receptive of People's Subtle , Subconscious mannerisms & Moods ..
I have no interest in having power over others, and don't much care for domineering attitudes at all.
I prefer a more democratic approach, and work hard to ensure that every voice and perspective is heard.
Unshaken belief that all people are inherently good
I have the Deepest Affliction for intellectual Conversations ..
The ability To just Sit and Talk
About Life , About Love , About God , About Everything
To lay Under the Moon with all the Time in the World
Bound by no Obligations , Barred by no Human Limitations
To Speak without Regret or Fear of Consequences
Oh ! and it would be much Prettier with a Close Good Heart beside , A Playlist & some favorite beverages
in other Words , We get high on Intellectual conversations
The ability To just Sit and Talk
About Life , About Love , About God , About Everything
To lay Under the Moon with all the Time in the World
Bound by no Obligations , Barred by no Human Limitations
To Speak without Regret or Fear of Consequences
Oh ! and it would be much Prettier with a Close Good Heart beside , A Playlist & some favorite beverages
in other Words , We get high on Intellectual conversations
Listening to a Single Song or Album On Repeat for days at a time ,,
Each is a Bookmark for a life timeline
As if i were Choosing the song that represents My inner-state each time
Each is a Bookmark for a life timeline
As if i were Choosing the song that represents My inner-state each time
Ambedo (n.) :
a Kind of Melancholic trance in which you become Completely absorbed in Vivid Sensory Details ..
, Raindrops Skittering down a window ,
, Clouds of Cream in a cup of Coffee ,
which leads to Dawning awareness of the Haunting Fragility of Life
a Kind of Melancholic trance in which you become Completely absorbed in Vivid Sensory Details ..
, Raindrops Skittering down a window ,
, Clouds of Cream in a cup of Coffee ,
which leads to Dawning awareness of the Haunting Fragility of Life
I have this Strange Contradiction
of how I See the World in Black , White & their 50 shades of Grey
of how I See the World in Black , White & their 50 shades of Grey
of how people may think & React
and How Complex this life and its Ups Downs Surprises
Yet , I Expect & Accept Only Whites !
Of how People should treat me & How all my Dreams and Expectations Should come true
I Kinda sends the sinner into death sentence and the giver into highest paradise
Yet , I Expect & Accept Only Whites !
Of how People should treat me & How all my Dreams and Expectations Should come true
I Kinda sends the sinner into death sentence and the giver into highest paradise
We may sound Introvert
- And Introverts are Nothing like People say or think they are
Introverts are not Those Gloomy Mask-Face looking People who Sit down the Corner not Speaking to anyone ,,
that's Bad Adverts ..
- The kind of People who seem Quiet , Reserved & Shy while in Reality they are
Hilarious , Opinionated & most Charming when you're close with'em
- They Simply gets low Battery from Social Events & Seeing a lot of People ,
Needs some Hermit Time
Recharge their feelings , Re-Center their Thoughts & put Priorities in Place ..
- Would rather Read a Book than Go to Some Party ,, they're Finely amused being on their own
- They're more Concerned with Inner World of their own mind
Alexithymia (n.) :
Difficulty Describing Feelings to Other People ,,
Being Incredibly Nurturing & Compassionate whenever meeting Someone who's Hurting
, But Shutting down & Pushing Away anyone tries address your own Hurts ,,
Rather Stay Quiet than explaining Problems to People who're Just Curious &Don't Really Care
In My Journal , You'll find all the Kind of Words & Feelings you can ever imagine
,, & On My Phone , Gallery & Music Playlists ..
But to speak in Person live , I'll ask how to find or do words !
We Are too Rebellious yet Very Sweet ,,
You Probably won't be Able to Pattern-ise us or Chain us up under some kind of Routine ..
We highly Dislike Being Constrained By Rules
When Others Demand me to Become the Person they want me to to be ,,
is Like Forcing To Destroy the Person I already am
It's A Subtle kind Of Murder
And My most loving Friends & Parents Commit this Murder with smiles on their Faces
Getting know to Me is like
having to cross a Moat of Alligators then climb up a 50-feet castle wall equipped with Gun turrets ,
Only then you find the City Within , full of flowers & Dancers
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#The_Fault_In_Stars
#Listening_to #The_Blue_Playlist 46 min
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Each Moon has its Dark Side , isn't it ?
" It's a Most Distressing Affliction , to have a Sentimental Heart and a Skeptical Mind "
~ Naguib Mahfouz
That Strange Feeling of always noticing Everything & Everyone Around you
and Knowing None haven't noted You Yet
Things others wouldn't notice awaken a Distinct Echo in you
It's Somehow Sad when you get to See and Feel more than Others
It's like Glass , You see everything & Touch nothing in these moments
that feeling of being Undiscovered
that you're deeper and more Beautiful inside than Most of the People think of you
but you're too Sensitive to force yourself into Someone's life
You Know it kinda gets Very lonely
Realizing that no one Really knows you for who you truly are ,,
No one Understands your Brain Chemistry ,,
Your Dreams , Hobbies , Motivations , Desires & Characters ..
Not even your Closest People of Family and Friends,,
You keep giving and giving and Caring
You're always there for someone for better and for worse
But no one is there for you ,,
That lonely walk down Road
where Home seems too far off
and you feel cold shivers even if it's the summer sun
Silence & Concealment are the only things you do when you can't find who understands
"Loneliness is the Most Terrible Poverty and the Feeling of Being Unwanted "
~Mother Teresa
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And there's this another thing
You imagine you live in an immaculately breathtaking , meaningful World
Where everyone is in love with the Perfection of their own small World ..
Then ,
You're called back to Schools and Works where Dusty Meaningless Routines & Grey-haired suits control every possible thing talking about Dinosaur ages
And where People Only care for when they could get back to their Food & Sleep
At that time , the World seems false , Plastic & made up from bullshits
It's like this :
Some days , Oh My God ! The world is Just so Big , Beautiful , Complex & full of Incredible people that varies in every possible way ,,, in their Emotions , Desires & thoughts ,,
Yet , are very Beautiful & Stunning in their own way & our Differences makes the Beauty of Us
Each one has their own Unique thing & such Wonderful Influence that can be added for the sake of Humanity and this World ...
The Other Days go like , Oh My God ! I hate my life ..
Where is Humanity ?! Where are Human Brains ?! What's This Stupidity ?!
How On Earth are these called People ?
Each cell in me feels Hatred and Anger & wanna Explode !
This place is Mean , Dark and Evil ,, I hate it here ,, I hate my Life ..
Earth , please Stop Spinning , I wanna Go Down ,,
there's gotta be a Hotline I can Call , Please kill Everyone ?
I'll Pray for a Nuclear Bomb to evade all this Ugliness and we can start new afterwards
You Keep daydreaming about each tiny little detail in your life Dream
How the pieces Should fall perfectly in place
how much will it make sense being in that happy place
You're meant to be your Dream
You keep planning and planning and working hard
Just thinking about your Dreams makes you Happy as if you were already there
then Happens this ....
Life Knocks you hard
like hitting on a Small kid with a stick
And it's You who become in Pieces all over the place
in one word you become Shipwrecked
You breathe Only Ashes & Chemicals
You cry with frozen tears
Your Words are unspoken
Your thoughts Untranslatable
Then you put your head down giving up
Chocking , Asphyxia day after day
thinking this is not your Place
You Shouldn't be here
You Deserve a Whole lot better than this
Having nightmares at night if that was all your life gonna get
Should you be somewhere else
Doing different kind of things
Having better People to hang around with
Well ,
" Life is just One Big Disappointment " , isn't it ?
Ah ! and tell me about Disappointment !
It's waking up in the morning with no passion , no dream for anything
Going on through your days Grey-headed
You don't even care for anything happens to you
Don't also care of how people treats you wither well or badly
Work is Okay
Food is Okay
Things are Okay
And when someone asks Whats wrong with you ?
You answer : Um Okay
Your Only Desire is just to finish each day with silence
Your Soul is Crushed
Your Tongue is Swallowed
But that , my friend is not living ,,
it's just Not Dying
Or waiting for your Death
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Yeah , And I totally get it if you do feel this way cause a loved one has gone
It's like a part of your soul went missing
This Waves of Sadness that keeps hitting on you over and over and over
Makes you wonder whats the point of living anymore without'em
Why does this happen ! Why them ! Why now !
And
Here's the thing about Grief
Grief comes in layers
It's Painful on so many levels
A layer after layer
time after time
it keeps getting harder and harder
It's Like a Hole
A Hole appears in your Heart
that gravity-forces all the Bad feelings into your life
Grief never comes alone
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People are not Perfect
Families are not Perfect
Parents are not Perfect
Brothers and Sisters are not Perfect
Friends are not Perfect
The Police are not Perfect
Education is not Perfect
Health is not Perfect
Country is not Perfect
Church is not Perfect
Relationships are not Perfect
Marriage is not Perfect
Circumstances are not Perfect
Life is not Perfect
Life is not Fair ... not Fair at All
This's A Broken Messed Up world
Um Pretty sure you could write Pages and Pages about how your life should be like
How things should be better , Your Parents , Study circumstances and your community ,,
What A Huge Gap between the Images in your Head and What Reality Actually looks like ..
It's this Gap which keeps sucking you into it Gradually slipping away from life , Making you more A zombie day after day ..
Sick of Life already ?
Having Suicidal thoughts ?
Yes ?
Hold it !
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#The_lily_Among_Thorns
#Listening_To #The_White_Playlist 68 min
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See ,
I've always wanted and dreamed for exactly two years to sit at that far beautiful scene I kept contemplating from my balcony of a great tree with berry benches who has some finely designed seats underneath in a quite big Garden with those adorable Purple flowers ..
I've always imagined what would it feel like just to sit under it and Dream ..
Oh ! and if I just could have a Cup of coffee while Reading my Favorite book there ..
it Would have been Magic to me ..
The Beauty nature , the Fresh Air & The Healing Silence
If I Just sit there even for one hour ,
I could live Only for that !!
You know What ?
I sat there .. and for entire Two hours ..
And I was in Good Company , too
and What did I feel ?
Nothing
I felt nothing ..
Absolutely nothing ..
I even tried to fake a feeling but couldn't ..
I felt nothing ..
Absolutely nothing ..
I even tried to fake a feeling but couldn't ..
I kept Blaming myself , Come On ,, You said it would be Magical
But I couldn't force myself into it
Well , I think that's How it goes like with many Dreams of our own ,,
We don't Really Need them ,,
They Don't represent A Real Formation in our Personality
What's the point after Making them true and being there ?!
I remember That School Of Poetry of the 19th Century
about those Arab Poets who immigrated for The West escaping Politics from their Backward third World countries ..
Thinking that the West would be their Safe House & their Fairy Land in which all of their Dreams would take place there ,,
Only to find out that things are far off from being fairy and their Hearts went more Broken as they're now far away from their Homes , missing old people and old lives ..
I totally believe there's no Such Place called Perfect
That Beach House , that cool welfare family , that world -class college degree , that Fancy Car , the latest Up-to-date phone , that boss office with the Ocean- Window view and great monthly income & that Perfect country where Streets are clean and People have rights ,,
These All Sounds Great , Of course you want them All
and Surely You have the Right a hundred percent to want them
But maybe That's not What You really need
Having all of these makes you no less either more the person you are today
Owning these things doesn't have the Upper Hand to form your Personality and How you think or React
Maybe this's not What Life is truly About
Thinking of what your Dreams will be like and Whats the meaning of your life after owning all of these , Should make you think of whats Truly Important for your Life , What you truly Need
Life is not About Being Perfect
Your purpose of living on Earth is not to have that Perfect Life
Your purpose of living on Earth is To Be Happy
And What is it like to be Happy ?!
it's a Trio Relation Of Love
Yes , LOVE ..
to be Happy , is to Feel How deeply God loves you & to try to love'm Back
to be Happy , is to experience How Loved are you from surrounding People & to love'm Back
to be Happy . is to love yourself & Discover your Unique purposeful existence Role to do
Obviously you can See how much Happiness and Love are very Related
well , Love and Perfection doesn't have so much in Common
Simply , Because there's No such Thing as Perfect People
No One is Perfect
No one Is Full
Everyone makes mistakes
Counting Other People's sins does not make you a Saint
You don't get to judge because Others is sinning in differently than you
Before you judge , Make sure You're Perfect
Well , Here's the news , Big Dreamer
You , Yourself aren't Perfect !
And we Still love others though they're not Perfect
And People yet loves us though we're not Perfect
If you succeed at loving Imperfect People ,
then it becomes Plausible that somebody could love imperfect you ..
When You Truly love someone ,
You love their Curves & Edges , Their Perfect Imperfections
"
I Don't Know a Perfect Person .
I Only know Flawed People who are still worth loving
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~ John Green
"
Like Branches on a tree , We all Grow in Different Directions
, Yet Our Roots remains as One
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~ Family
So , Happiness isn't about Perfection
cause WHO is Perfect ?
WHERE is Perfect ?
I've started to Believe in this theory of Relativity :
There's The Good
There's The Bad
There's Something Good about Bad
There's Something Bad about Good
There's Nothing Entirely Good or Perfect
&There's Nothing Entirely Bad or Unbearable
It's the Yin and Yang
"I don't want to live in vain like most people.
I want to be useful or bring enjoyment to all people, even those I've never met. I want to go on living even after my death!
It’s difficult in times like these: ideals, dreams and cherished hopes rise within us, only to be crushed by grim reality.
It’s a wonder I haven’t abandoned all my ideals, they seem so absurd and impractical.
Yet I cling to them because I still believe, in spite of everything, that people are truly good at heart.
When I look into the Sky , I somehow feel that everything will change for the Better ..
that this Cruelty is to End ,,
Everyone has inside of him a piece of good news.
The good news is that you don't know how great you can be! How much you can love! What you can accomplish! And what your potential is!
God Wishes to see people Happy ,
Where there's Hope , there's Life
At such moments , I can't think of all the misery but of the beauty that still remains.
Try to Recapture the Happiness within yourself
Think of all the beauty still left around you and be happy.
Whoever is happy will make others happy too.
Riches, prestige, everything can be lost. But the happiness in your own heart can only be dimmed; it will always be there, as long as you live, to make you happy again. "
~ Anne Frank -a 16 years old World War II Holocaust Victim -
was hiding for 2 years in another country when she wrote this in her hidden Diaries ...
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I've Got this Message for you Dear Daydreamers ,
I know How Disappointed life usually Gets you
You have too many flaws to feel Perfect
But You have too many Blessings to be ungrateful
Happiness isn't about Getting what you want all the time
, It's about Loving what you have and being Grateful for it
to Appreciate those small little Gifts
that life offers from time to time
These Imperfect Gifts of True Love and Good company
Those Priceless Moments of Gratitude is What makes a Happy Heart
Enough with Perfection Scenario Dramas Already
Happiness is not something you're Born with , It's Both Earned & Learnt
I've Always wanted to learn this Lesson by Heart :
" When Life gives you Lemon , Make Lemon Cupcakes "
and It's When Life not If Life
Cause You'll Surely have a Lot of Lemons in Your Life
You've got only one life ..
So don't live like a dozen of them at the same time ..
You can't be a lot of people ..
You can't do a lot of Stuff just sitting your Place
You can't live everywhere ..
And Dreams doesn't come true if you just wished them
You can't live everywhere ..
And Dreams doesn't come true if you just wished them
Make the Most of your Wild Imagination the same Time you're Facing Reality
You just get ONE life ..
ONE personality ..
One day each ..
That's all what you're Gonna get .
That's all what you're Gonna get .
And that's all the People who Changed Earth had Got ..
Make the Best of what you have and what you get
I know that you feel like Your whole life is one big aimless Putting Off Process ,,
Accumulated amounts of :
to-do lists , bookmarks , articles to read , things to draw , people to write letters to , Plants to grow and so many places to go
and for some reason You never Manage to do any ..
Maybe You Should start living the Moment ..
Seizing time .,
Putting more feet on Earth ,
More focusing on Today ..
being more Present , more Alert , more Available
more like day-to-day-business
you gotta remember that :
" The forest is made of individual trees "
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You know ,
Maybe you're the Only Angel on a place full of Devils
The Only Lily in a Garden full of Thorns
The Only Peace Messenger in a War-zone
The Only Lily in a Garden full of Thorns
The Only Peace Messenger in a War-zone
The Only Beauty among many Beasts
So it's Okay if you felt disconnected , lonely or as if u were a completely stranger ..
So it's Okay if you felt disconnected , lonely or as if u were a completely stranger ..
it's Okay cause You are Different and that's what you are ..
You'd think that you're too far away from that the right place for you ..
a place that fits to your gender and specifications ..
Has more People like you or Gets you better ..
You may live the whole time burying your head under your feet daydreaming or waiting for that place ..
But what is the Point ? !
Whats the Point when all of you , alike people are in One place ?
To feel more Secure & Understood
Again , Is that what's Life about ?
Water is Mostly needed and Valued with the Thirst , not where Rains falls
Light is Mostly Seen and Appreciated in the Dark , not When it's Bright Sun
And So what if you sometimes felt Lonely ?
So be lonely ,
Learn your way around Loneliness ..
Make a Map of it ..
Sit with it , for once in your life and learn how to deal with it ..
How to be Okay and self-amused & dependent when no one else is around
To know your Value & Self worth
Just be Happy Being You for a while with all your mess and nature
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You know
This Perfection Issue have been my Battle for Ages
How to live Peacefully in an Imperfection Reality of kushari (n.) ..
So Um kinda fell into A Prayer that was written in the Early 20th Century ..
It's Called The Serenity Prayer
It became a Morning Habit to say it
God , grant me
the Serenity
To accept the things I cannot change
Courage
to change the things I can;
and Wisdom
to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy Forever in the next one
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When you're Lost in the Woods , It sometimes takes you a While
to Realize that You're Lost ..
You try to convince yourself that you've just wandered
a few feet off the Path , that you'll find your way back any moment now !
While in fact you're so Far off the Path that
you don't even know anymore from which direction does the sun rise
Well , It's Okay if you are Lost
Take your time to Heal
Take some time to find a more Real Path
It's Okay to feel Pain
It's Okay to feel Anger and Hatred for sometimes
it's Okay to feel Lonely
it's Okay if no one there for you
it's Okay if you lost your Trust in People
" Pain Demands to Be FELT "
So , it's Okay to Feel Pain
We're Humans , we're No Super Heroes
We Bleed when we fall down
We Crash and Break down
Deep Grief is Almost like A Specific location - On A Map of Time -
So , Sadness is a Place , Yes !
Sometimes , People live there for Years
Standing in the Forest of Sorrow , you can't Imagine You could EVER find your Way to a Better Life ,,
But ,
If Someone can Assure you that they themselves have stood in that same Place
, And now have Moved On , This will bring Hope
So , Um telling you ,
I've been there
I have Been Your Place
I know Exactly what you're Going Through
I have experienced that On my Skin
I've been Bruised and Scarred in this way
I know what does Drowning mean with no chance of Surface
I am Familiar with Oceans deep and Salty taste
I felt what's like to hit Rock Bottom
I've Sat in that forest all by myself
I've been to the Valley of Bones
My wings have been torn and thrown in fire
I know the feeling of a Piece of your Heart goes missing
And it's Okay ,,
I , too thought it was the End of my World
that I would never Recover from this
that what happened is not Fair
And it took me so Much time
But it's Okay ,,
it was Okay to be there for a While
cause I only came Out Better and Stronger
These Fires have changed Me
And I am what I am Today because of What I've been Through
I Am me because of All these Curves and Edges
And I know that in the Future , Shits Bad Things may Happen Again
Well , I am more Ready and Prepared
I've Know my way with Pain
No point Escaping from it
No point wondering why it happened the first Place
Perfect is not your target neither your Life
Focus your Energy Getting through it with minimal losses and Maximal Lessons Learnt
Consider yourself a Student and Everything happens around your Life is a lesson
Sometimes History Repeats itself over and over Until You Learn
So Stop wasting your life on Just one Lesson
You Have to Move On
" There are far better things ahead than any we leave behind "
Even if your Grief was because some dearest people are gone ,,
You have to let People go ,
Everyone who's in your life are meant to be in your Journey ,
but not all of them are meant to Stay till the end.
Death is an Ultimate Certainty for everyone and everything
It's Only a matter of time , till we all catch the people we've lost
So Use your time left very wisely with the People who still exists in your Life
Families are never only the People whom we're related to by Blood
Families are each Person whom we love and care about , each Person who's Close to our hearts
and there comes the times when we Miss them Badly & Everything seems Dull
It'll surely come , so ,, Send Them Love and Gratitude whenever you miss'em ..
Um sure that they can Receive it even if they're no longer On Earth
"
Getting over a painful Experience is much like monkey bars .
You have to let go at some point in order to move forward
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~ C.S.Lewis
and Remember that Spending time with God , puts everything else in perspective
I'm Here ,
I Love You ,
I don't care if you need to stay up crying all night long , I will Stay with you .
There is Nothing you can Ever do to Lose my LOVE ..
I will PROTECT you until you die ,
And after your Death
I will Still Protect you
I am STRONGER than Depression
And I am BRAVER than Loneliness
And Nothing will ever exhaust me
~ God
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#Pieces Together
Summer is always A Season
Autumn is just one too ..
No matter how long they seemed to be .
Autumn is just one too ..
Summer will eventually end with its dryness, & pain ..
Autumn will eventually end with its cloudy skies and dark crossroads ..
Winter will certainly come with a new rain to wash up your ground
Autumn will eventually end with its cloudy skies and dark crossroads ..
Winter will certainly come with a new rain to wash up your ground
Our life isn't about US putting the pieces together ..
It's about living the moment at each piece .
Eventually pieces will come together and Glimpses of the Bigger Picture appear
It's about living the moment at each piece .
Eventually pieces will come together and Glimpses of the Bigger Picture appear
Eventually all the pieces will fall into the Right place
Until then ,
laugh at the Confusion ,
live for the moment
know that everything happens for a Reason
And Everything will make sense Eventually
:) la Fin
I Just wanna Say Each Piece means Much to me
And it took so much too to be expressed in Words
In The Memory of :
2011 , 2012 , 2013
Pieces Began to Appear :
July , August , September & October of 2014
Pieces Came Together :
8th : 11th November 2014
Winter is Almost Here btw ;)
Check The Note's Gallery & Flyers :
http://www.pinterest.com/amirwadie/the-perfect-story/
Highly Recommend Watching this Movie :
Up (2009)
It simply represents this whole note
Painting :
" she decided to make it through the rain despite her loneliness and other's attitude "
Drawn by : Rodine Shokry
Quotes Reference :
Eat Pray Love - by Elizabeth Gilbert
The Fault in Our Stars - by John Green
INFP Problems blog - Tumblr
Song Names :
Perfectionist Playlist (PP) :
Wall Rat - Michael Giacchino
Howard Shore - Beyond The Forest
Into The Sunset - John Powell
Wall Rat - Michael Giacchino
Howard Shore - Beyond The Forest
Into The Sunset - John Powell
Tee Shirt - Birdy
There's A Place for Us - Carrie Underwood
Too Close - Madilyn Bailey ft Alex G
When Um Gone (Cups) - Anna Kendrick
Perhaps Perhaps - Dores Day
The Call -Regina Spector
Disney Maidley - Alex G
Genitori - Yanni
La Ilaha Il Allah - Omar Faruk
The Fault In Stars Playlist :
long Way Down - Tom Odell
My favorite Faded Fantasy - Damien Rice
Wait - M8
9 Crimes - Damien Rice
Breakaway - Celine Dion
My Heart is Open - Maroon 5
Just A Game - Birdy
Dead in the Water - Divergent
Stay - Rihanna ft. Mikky Ekko
Hobi Elli Entaha - Hiba Tawaji
Haram - Alaa Wardi
When I was Your Man - Madilyn Bailey
The lily Among Thorns Playlist :
Somewhere Only we Know - Lilly Allen
Try - Pink
All of Me - John Legend
Today - If I Stay
Mirrors - Boyce Avenue ft. Fifth Harmony
What you wanted - One Republic
Radioactive - Live version - Imagine Dragons
Gone Gone Gone - Philips Philips
Beneath your Beautiful - Emeli Sandy ft. Labrinth
Tourner la Page - Zaho
Ghany - Better life Juniors
Begin Again - Megan Nicole ft. The Piano Guys
I'll Always Remember You - Hannah Mountana
This's Me - Demi Levato
What I Know - Tricia Broke
